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11:19 PM



samuel, you're just one big pile of rubbish. you're good for nothing, you dont do very well in anything at all, and you always say the wrong thing at the wrong time which pisses people off. i hate you, samuel ang wei rong. get out of my life.

i dont know. i dont know who i've become. i dont know what to do. i dont know what i'm doing. and neither do i know what i've done. i've been screwing pretty much of my life ever since term 3 or something. suddenly, i feel.. alienated. to be honest, the feeling's fading away. that whole enthusiasm for scones thing. i feel i'm drifting apart. and i dont exactly have anyone very close to me that i can relate to in AC like i had in ZH. i just dont feel attached any longer. then the introvertishness comes into play.and break times are spent either running errands for teachers, running errands for students, or running away from my class to go to the council room alone to just relax and listen to some music.

stressed? not very. i've just beeen having one hell of a term. everything sets in and i'm just, overloaded. there's too many things on my mind. so many things to do.so many things to say. but i dont have anyone i can turn to.

i dont need any consoling on my tagboard whatsoever. you can skip that, really. i just really want a good friend whom i can pour things out to. i just really want someone to be there for me.

i think Go'ds telling me smthing. i know he'splanned for me a direction.but i dont know where its going. i feel lonely. its only me, and God and noone else.

trust me, u have no idea how frustrating this feels. you have no idea.

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