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By Elies
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12:42 AM



Much as I'm told time and again to think before I write, I hardly ever do that. For exams especially. I just feel like all the thoughts in my mind and when I get some information or something, I just wanna pen them down and just let the knowledge flow. Enough of exams, terms just ended. Thankfully. Or I would have to suffer even more.

I admit, I didnt study that hard for terms. The amount of time and work and effort put in cannot be compared to the O's. I chionged so much for O's at one point of time, I could remember all the regular people who goes to the library to study, and even their names and school -.- and I would know what time the lady would come do spotcheck, and every single word of the announcement.I would know where to find what book, and where to find what person. I think I studied quite sick last year.

All done cos I thought just finish up this last race, and its over. Holidays forver more. Rubbish. Its a tiring cycle over and over again and now still studying. So i decided. Its time to relax after studying so hard for O's, yea?

Lots of things went through my mind earlier after the terms. To me, I loved the terms. It was my shield, an excuse that I'm no down for training. Now that Terms have ended, training will resume. And so will the official council term begin when we're invested in 2 weeks or so.

I dont like ball games. And i tell that to everyone in my JC who then replies me with a "Then why you join volleyball?" look. One, to overcome my fear of balls cos I got smacked right on my face in primary school. Two, to keep fit with the regular sports training. Three, wanting a change in CCA thinking that 10 years of music making in band had been enough. Four, naively thinking that the sports was always deemed as the "cooler" CCA as compared to performing arts as portrayed in Zhonghua. Five, my mum has always told me of how she and her 4 other siblings were in the volleyball team in secondary school and I again naively though that I inherited some "Volleyball" genes from her.

I was wrong.

I started asking myself where my passion lies in. Music making? Serving? Leading? Sports? And i dread going for trainign sometimes, though it doesnt always happen for council.

Conclusion?

I dont know. But I'll just have to ask God and hopefully he'll show me what he wants me to do to fulfill his plans and purpose.

Ate Aston today. Headed for movies. Was pissed off by Cathay cause the movie which was suppose to start at 1440 started at 1520 instead. And I always though that Cathay has always the shortest adverts. So halfway, for the first time in my life I think, I had to stop watching and get out unwillingly and rushed back to school for the 33rds last GM.

Hell of a thing happened in GM that made me ponder even more. I think I may know where my heart lies now. Maybe, maybe not.

Tomorrow's quite a free day. Hope I can use some time to really thinka bout it and start packing my super messy room.

Till then.
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