11:47 PM
I didnt want to blog. But I came upon this photo. It made me think why I'd open this blog again.

Yeah. it made me think what happened a week ago.First, we had this survey thing in the morning of grad day. And we were doing this survey of class leaders and everything when this person said to me: Eh wait, i want to change my option. You didnt do much as our monitor and not a good role model.. ( and the crap continues)
I totally flopped. 4 years and that comment hit me like a rocket. There was more, but I really forgot what that person said. And this wasnt the first time. Theres this group of classmates who always goes against me with the " this monitor dont serve the class" attitude.
I just thought. Had it been worthwhile? I didnt care about whatever award or merit points or whatever. I dont freaking need it. But you guys who had gained at least something from my hardwork could say these craps, totally unappreciating what I do. Hello, who carries newspapers for you guys? Who finds teachers for you guys? Who does all the shit work? Who collects the money? Who have to collect forms like during lesson time and I cant even concentrate on my studies? Who cleared up all the shit? Who always has fun during a party or class bbq and who does the cleaning up?
I'm sick and tired of their stupid unappreciateive comment. Thank God school's over. But when I looked at that pic again, it all came rushing back, hence the need to blog. But something touched me. Mr Poh put that pic into the class vid. And when he played it, and that pic came one, he said : The world's best monitor. I believe I've doen enough for this damn class, to unify everyone. Unappreciative? Never mind. But look, you guys who dont do anything, just keep your damn mouth shut, cos I'd bet you cant do the same as me. You guys dont even know how it feels. And one even had the cheek to say "like real" when Poh said that.
This just makes me piss. I dont know why. Yea, it's some really trivial matter. But still. Sigh. 1 more day left.
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