10:45 PM
MAY 30. Number XXX post. so today had been a bad day too, not as much as ydae. but today did made me almost break down. some things that happened today just wanted me to vent all this anger and frustration on my blog, since the causes may be reading the blog. so i intend to privatise this blog. so in case next time i do, i'm thinking you know the reason.
the lessons didnt start very well with chem. i didnt f***ing understand what ong lay hong was blabbering about. and im frustrated with myself for being in the holiday mood and being so f***ing retard that i cant even understand simple organic chem. yea, u may tag on the tagboard now and say u d0nt understand too to console me, but really, somehow it doesnt work =/ thanks anws people. i just take so freaking long to understand a simple chapter. thers something wrong. but whos there?
then the day when by. and something in the middle made me upset. yes, t those i said i wasnt emo, it was true. i'm not. i'm just sad. disappointed. frustrated. at myself, at some things that people said, at some people. something someone said today made me nearly break down. i was thinking to myself, am i alone in this class. i so agree with ronjian's post and liyan's post. that are those surrounding you really your true friend? i'm beginning to doubt so. im beginning to not trust the people around me. are they all pretends? anyways, then i became upset, and thanks to those who took the point to cheer me up.
but what really made my day was something/someone i saw. thanks _______ =) seriously. the minute i saw ______, a smile lit my face. hahas.
so went to the movies again. grand cathay. damn shuang. indiana jones, okay lah. luckily its 6 bucks. if not, not worth. im going to the movies next week, anyone?
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