6:30 PM
just band com meeting. another adrenaline rush. stress hormones. or probably a hormone of despair, helplessness and dissapointment. i dunno if i've chosen the right ones to take over. i've no doubts about them. they HAVE the potential. but probably time management and other factors and commitments like class, studies, relationship and what not. its hard to choose. perhaps one day they'll realise. i dont want my dept to fall. and i wont allow it. So Lord i pray u watch over my dept and asses(assistant), guide them lead them and be with them, that you grant them wisdom and good time management. thank you lord. amen. chirstian songs coould be a huge stress relief. listening to sherrie's hillsongs. and yup, feel much btr. i have no idea whats in my mind now though. its all messy and i dunno what lies ahead. hope the Lord will guide me. i need someone to talk to. desperately. cos i think i just lost one.
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