9:40 PM
Dear Lord,
i'm speaking aloud a prayer. a prayer i hope you'll hear and answer like asap. My department is screwed Lord, screwed. and i always thought that Lord you were guiding me and helping me make correct decisions all along. Lord, whats happening? On saturday, I've come to realise that both my assistants have an extremely strict mum. which means i am about to have heads or assitant heads that cant attend meetings and what not. which means i'll have assistants who will not have the time and freedom to do their duty due to parental control. Lord, what are your plans? i'm lost. and tired. and yet you said " come onto me all who are weary and i will give you rest". i have not had a single rest. im tired. weary. exhausted both mentally and physically. my mind is stretched to its fullest Lord, and you dont seem to be doing anything about it.
after that call, i felt perhaps getting him as my assistant was the greatest mistake. i was too soft and biased. and it changed his attitude. Lord, help me. our relationship drifting apart, i hardly get to talk to someone i use to love most now. and now that i've made up my mind to be harsh and to scold, i'm faced with an attitude of "scold loh, i dont mind". Lord, whats happening. what happened?
i've comfort many with the bible verses in your scripture. but i can never comfort myself. Lord i need you. i need ur strength to lift me up. i'm really weary Lord. i need someone Lord, i need you. send me an angel. or a friend. but i noe u never do. but Lord, i would still liek to pray for guidance that u continue to lead me to the right path and make right decisions, and to bless my dept. Lord heal my heart's wound, and strengthen me for you said come onto me all who are weary and i will give u rest.
In jesus name
Amen.
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