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it is a dilemna. to go KL or to go thailand. im interested in both. thailand because its cheap, i get to visit a thailand church, have fun with classmates, shop and do CIP. go thailand because its my first time with my darling, we can shop and play as a band. and it is a promise made 2 years ago and only made possible with our band. im just afraid that if i go, and being an sc may screw up like today, then i wont have fun. =( sigh.
i knew i would be too tired to blog. so i blogged on the bus earlier on my hp. after istana went chomp chomp had a great dinner and then talk talk with liyan, yvonne, hanting, ting ting, wi ling and kelly. yea, had fun =)
"well it has been a bad day indeed. as i said, band days = bad days. except ydae when i got my second most heartwatming hug from ivan. The last time i had one its last year after his first common test. it feels great and nice to be loved. haha.so back to today. didnt really start of well when i didnt bring the nominal rowbt it is my mistake on my part. wish that whoever taking over will not have to suffer the same fate as me. kindda terrivle feeling. at least the walk alone in the wide open field at istana helped. but still, feeling kindda helpless. the playign wasnt that bad, though our section almost died and cant pitch but thats that.sigh. reaching zhonghua soon. im glad this nightmare is over. bt next week im not sure. anyway, feeling lonely again as hes sitting at the next sit. so here i am talking to my phone. signing off." 0 comments