Wednesday, October 10, 2007

7:10 PM

I HATE BAND DAYS, NOT BAND.

few lessons i learn today. one, i hate band days cos band days = bad days. two, God is hitting me hardly on my head with a hammer. and it hurts. three, never ever trust anyone. four, im losing everything. five, i suck at amaths.

band days always make me emo. becuase of that someone. somehow, thoughts just pop out of my head and i feel frustrated, dissapointed, sad and everything negative and nothing nice. so i didnt really talk very mrch today. but at least for one thing, band is fun. playing music and especially i will follow him. wow, i tell u, i love the cornets for that song. its is just... nice! and we're finally going KL after so many years of seniors promising us. feel so successful as a leader. but nevertheless, after all that happened today, i hereby conclude band day = bad day. just because of that someone. sigh. so i ended up walking alone to the chiltern park bus stop, reflecting all this silly stuff.

two, God seems to like hitting me with a huge hammer on the head. u noe those where u play in the arcade and the crocodile pops out and u hit it with this bigbig thing. ya, that is what God is using on me. he bangs my head with my grades and seriously, i've never got worse grades then these. never. and then i am so lost, im losing my sense of direction. dont noe where to go, what to do. seriosuly, i really wanted to just jump down and die. today was a rather crapp day.

whatever. anw, three - never trust anyone. so during and before the exam period, people claim to be playing comp and watching videos and what have you. oh and guess what. today when we get back our results, i conclude that playing games and watching youtube help u to score better. kind of stupid, yes thats why i felt so betrayed. fancy lieing that ure playing comp and doing this and what not. and so much for me falling into that trap. apparently, some people seem to be working their ass off. and i stupidly thought they failing together would be a good idea, i guess not.

four, im losing eevrything as i said in my prebious post. and now, im losing my grades totally.

fifth, i suck at amaths cos i barely passed.

see, band days = bad days.

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007