10:04 PM
The
Golden Past.
these are just my previous post that i wanna recollect...
"well... diary.. there's also one of my fren.. rather my best fren... hanting... he's kinda stressed up... i dunnoe how i shud help.. ppl sae that i too chong my sec 1's... i do agree... but i realized the joy of helping and realli hope to help more... i realli hope that i can find a solution for him..
hanting... i m also taking this opportunity to tell u that u r not alone and that watever i do.. i realli wei ni zhao xiang before i act... when u nid me to tok to or juz to be a listening ear.. i'll be there for u k??? i noe sometimes u mite not like anyone to tok to.. u juz want someone to tok to.. someone hu will juz listen to you only.. someone to share ur burden.. there are many of these ppl out there.. and i m one of them.. dun be sad ler.. k?? u r not going anywhere and if u r stressed coz of the upcoming exams.. i can always help u wif free tuition and all... " April 29 2006 - 2:09pm
"well... i dunnoe y... but i feel myself drifting apart or slowly juz letting go of wat seems to be my class mates... which is to sae.. i dun exactly treat them as my gd frenz.. their like juz a bunch of ppl that i muz lead... instead.. i feel that the togetherness with the sec 1's are greater... for example.. i sacrificed my time to tutor them.. wait for them during their test.. break a rule that is no smsing in class... haha... bt i finally found something that i couldnt find in my regular frenx.. LOVE ...
sae me mushy or anything.. i dun care.. all i noe is that it's dis kind of "willing to sacrifice for the sec1's " kindda feeling... haha.. and i cud never experience tis kind of felling from anywhere else.. usually.. ppl juz backstab me and all... and i m kinnda sick of it.. but suddenly.. i found real joy in the 1e3's and realli... everydae i come to school is only to see them.. every morning.. i go off early from class is actually to see them.. and even if they all juz tok among themselves.. it's that kindda feeling that makes me pleased.. and the other time i was sick.. i came to scool.. juz to help my juniors wif their lit.. coz their test on that dae...
if anyone wants me to write a 2000 words essay on FRIENDSHIP and state examples... i've got a lot of them... haix.. i noe todae's post is kindda boring... but i got nth to rite ler.. u all wwant me to write wat u state in my tagbox k??? anywae.. again.. thanx those hu has been wif me through thick and thin.. hanting... ivan.. pei jie... allan.. joseph.. koon leng.. well.. u noe those ppl lah.. k??? gtg ler.. bye!!!" april 28 2006 - 8:45 pm
"apperently so.. i gave a tot as to y i quit monitor... funnie to sae.. it started of wif the misunderstanding conflict between me and my son... after that "break up".. i realised that my world was juz filled wif darkness... that is to sae.. there are only like a few light bulbs to brighten up my life in my dark dark world.... and one big and bright light bulb is hanting...
i wish to giv special thanks to shu ling.. wei ling.. clareen... yvonne... liyan.. yi tong.. and those gals who got me to stay on... if i had asked mrs ng to continue wif the election.. i guess i wud hav regretted my descicion... and pei jie too.. thanx for remindind me that if i love and enjoy being a monitor.. i shud not quit and take bak the ltr... well... that was also wat made me hang on....hanting.. thank you to for helping me persevere...
then we went yi ching's room and we heard "singapore rhapsodie" and " by loch and mountain"... thinking bak bout the hard work made me wanna cry.. but i dun usually cry in front of ppl... so i got the sec ones to pei wo... we take foto and played on yi ching's bro's bed... then alan keep on want to molest me ..... and thank goodness hanting came to my rescue and threatened him not to touch me if not duan jiao ... :p ... so protective of his papa... love u son... " 22 april 2006 - 3:07 pm
"I LOVE ALL MY SONS.. MUAKXX...HANTING.. THANX FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY ALL TIS WHILE.. MUAKKXXXIVAN.. THANX FOR BEING A BULB IN MY LIFE.. MUAKKXXJOSEPH.. THANX FOR BEING SO INFLUENCING.. MUAKXX" 17 april 2006 - 1:44 pm
" juz cant take tis anymore.. i dunno y... anywae... ydae han ting sen me over 80 smses.. he's like damn wu liao lah... or else he's too rich... keep sending smses.... and dun kan xiao ta.. he realli can get like damn mushy at times lah... all my hair all stand ler.. keep muaking here and muaking dere... somemore keep "i luv u.. muak" ... eeeeeee.....but anywae.. THANX SON FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!!!! I LOVE U TOO.. MUAKXX ... " 15 april 2006 - 2:29 pm
"5th june... going movies wif joe and hanting they all... the same people who went the last time to watch m:i:3 ... juz that dun hav allan... sad.... will be missing him.. hahax... hmmm.. i think this round gonna watch x-men 3.. oh cooll... im so looking forward... though hanting want me to watch over the hedge wif wilfred they all.... haha...
hmmm.... ydae so bored... so i whole nite playing comp.. play maple and tok to hanting... haha.. he gave me his acc.. lvl 38... quite fun lahx... haha.. thanx darling!... then ermm... i tink there was a big mistake last nite when i tot his bro using his msn acc... hahax... then i act siao.. haha..." 28 may 2006 - 2:46pm
" hmm.. then ivan joined main band coz i see like gt bout 3 sec 1's in main band ler.. can some sort get him used to the main band and how it functions... bt he mite wanna join permanently.. i didnt want him to do so now coz i dun wan him suffer so early.. let him enjoy.. haha... then han ting also stay back but he didnt comein and join us.. wait in the band store.. then ltr after band we tok and tok.. then hanting touched my dick then ask me "eee... y hard and baig der.. erect arghx?" lolx... guess he hadent come across his mind the word "puberty"... that's y my sec 1's realli brings a smile on my face.. the thought of missing them and being with them.. coz they're juz so cute.. (and perverted)... lolx... " 25 may 2006 - 9:15 pm
"then ermm... marching that time... the sec 1 's as usual so cute... but anywae... i didnt realli take them... sandra and liyan did.... but i helped them... haha... and guess wat i did???? the favourite things that last yr's sec 4 did to make me hate it... the locking of arms thingy... i alwaes dun.. then the sec 4's suddenly swing it.. so ke pa... haha... and dunnoe wat my 2 sons (ivan and han ting) doing... they tuck out my shirt tail when i sitting down... then hanting go put his hand inside my pants go touch my butt... wa lao... but i get used ler lah... haha/.... then ivan and hanting also see my undiewear.. haha... but i guess i realli get used ler... coz they also touch my dick and my balls and i think nvm lah... fan zhen they my er zi... haha... let them touch lohx... haha./...
anywae... hanting also so saddist... when to dissect the poor little ants on the parade ground (carpark)... saddist!!!! then after band... lihua called us bak for brief marching or rather taking marching components... then my darlings all waiting for me... then ivan and hanting keepp marching... then they interlock their hands.... then march... then use their hands imitate marching... hai yah... veri silly lah... but after all.. they are still my bao bei... and their actions will always be a blessing to my eye... haha.... " 19 may 2006 - 9:11 pm
"hmm.. tuesdae juz plain band... then after that had few rounds of badminton... nth much accomplished.. perhaps a ltl btr in orpheus... the wednesdae was a long dae at home... wif my comp.. mapling again... haha.. i noe that game kindda sucky.. but wu liao mah.. haha... helped my darling's character to lvl up.... " 9 june 2006 - 8:12 pm
"then coz my sis sick.. so hav to come home and take care of her.. so we ended our shopping spree at bout 3.30pm... then juz reach home.. on the comp.. then tok to hanting... he going wif timo they all to nyjc concert.. but i cant go.. coz muz treat my darling joseph to movies.. so muz save enuf money.... SRY DARLING!!!ENJOY URSELF!!! lolx... haha...will be going to movies nxt mondae... yeah.. x men 3 rox!!!! ivan's sick.. down wif fever.. headache.. and cough... wish him good health... TAKE CARE DARLING!!!so he didnt come last thurdae's band practise.... " 2 june 2006 - 4:47 pm
can it ever stay
golden???
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