i was just on the fone with ivan.. and i told him some things.. and he gave me some advises.. and some comments.. i do agree with his statement "wats nt urs will nvr be urs." many things in life is hard to graps.. but the moment u graps it.. u gotta sae goodbye to it... its been like so many times i've been experiencing this...
im juz tired.. tired the wae life is and everything... ppl alwaes sae that there's a point in ur life when u'll feel veri stressed... im reaching that point.. im breaking down soon... im hanging on.. calling upon the LORD to give me strength...
first the loss of a best fren.. then the loss of a good teacher.. now the loss of...
i jus dunno... the teacher thing.. go my class blog have lah.. i realli feel veri bad.. like as if im a veri sucky leader who juz cant lead the class well enuf.. perhaps that y in band my post...
anywae.. ya.. the teacher left coz my class so noisy.. finally understood wat it feels like for lihua to jus ask us in band to shuttup and only still hear noise...
then now.. i dunno lah... im jus confused.. misleaded.. LORD... be my light... give me a happy life... amen. 0 comments