since its so hard to be good frenz.. then lets juz not be...
its hard to live my life anymore.. somethime.. i realli feel like juz slicing my arms... bt as i tot.. no.. u are nt worth me slicing my arms.. and why bother to hurt urself when u are already deeply hurt... i tld this to joe b4... bt now i realise... only by slicing urself.. will u feel a more thrilling pain that can overcome ur heart aches...
in case u haven realised... i have been moody the whole dae... maybe only shi yuan realised it... i guess the rest juz tot i wud be the fun and outgoing guy they used to noe.. SORRY.. ever since the incident with me and kai siang... sad to sae.. i started having attitude problem towards some ppl... and i juz question myself why im n earth when life is so meaningless...
to some ppl who saed that im dao todae.. sry.. juz wasnt in a mood to tok.. or at least i wun be like who you used to noe.. the fun and cheery samuel and u used to noe... i'll juz stay somewhere quiet and hopefully fade away...
its unlikey to find me nt around the staircase during reccess... im sry for the ones who were looking for me.. i was alone.. somewhere else... its time i juz be a quiet guy who juz be silent ler... im sry.. perhaps u were the cause of it... since i juz cant take it anymore.. then no point trying my best to save it...