9:32 PM
I'm tired... i realli am...at first tot of posting more of ydae's activities... bt then i accidentaly went into my best frenx msn... and saw something i wished i hadnt seen... this is wat i saw under the contacts section...
suckers...
╠ ╬SaM╬ ╣ Alone to share my sorrows...it was then that tots came rushing into my mind.. and suddenly... i jux tot of the happie times.. and then now.. dunno.. im juz all confused ... all alone... juz 5 minutes ago.. everything was all rite... until i saw it...pei jie was rite... i shud nvr have believed in frenx forever... it was something that i alwaes tot existed.. i alwaes tot best frenz existed... until now.. i realize that all is but momentary... now i doubt everyone.. doubt everything...
i ever tot of cutting myself.. bt bcoz of my sons and frenx.. i chose nt to... now at this desperate point of time... i realli duno wat to do... someone jus save me pls... im fighting a war that im uncertain of.. a losing war... a war between a scar and a happie life... im sry guys... i juz hope the pain wud overcome the hurt in my heart...
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