Saturday, April 22, 2006

3:07 PM

hey.. finally.. my comp is bak... after so many weeks of repairing... weel ... it's time for me to announce a good news for some gals and bad news for most boys in our class...

if u did remember.. i once mentioned that i sent in the ltr to ms lea to quit monitor blah blah blah...

the news is...unfortunately or fortunately....

i will be renewing my contract and continue to be the monitor of my outstanding class

apperently so.. i gave a tot as to y i quit monitor... funnie to sae.. it started of wif the misunderstanding conflict between me and my son... after that "break up".. i realised that my world was juz filled wif darkness... that is to sae.. there are only like a few light bulbs to brighten up my life in my dark dark world.... and one big and bright light bulb is hanting...

dunnoe y.. bt i kept thinking.. if i cant be a good fren... i would be an even worse monitor... however... time prove me wrong....

ever since i posted officially about my stepping down.. many gals hav came up to me to advise me and concernly ask me (which i thank those who consoled and advise me) as to y i quit monitor and how good (i dunno if it's true) a monitor i m... well... i dare not sae that i m a veri gd monitor... bt after a long reflection.. i believe i hav what it take s to be one.. or at least i hav fulfilled most of my duties to be one...

during my consideration of stepping down... i was thinking of a real deep conversation that would always be edged in my heart... u may think that it's juz a small praise... bt i can admit.. i've nvr been praised by anyone b4.. much less my leadership qualities...

durin march.. i was walking back from school and to my surprise... on my way home to bishan.. i met miss long.. she asked me certain things like how's my class... and she saed she was comin back for the literary evening to support 2e3... that was not the only thing that touched me.. it's one of her praises... "mrs ng is very lucky to have u as the monitor argh"... u mite sae i m boasting or watever.. i dun care.. all i noe is that... i will realli rmb this sentence and will live up to tis sentence...

and after thinking bout all tis... i feel quite selfish to mix personal matters wif my monitor stuff... my personal matters shud not influence my monitoring ya??? it's realli quite unfair for the class to suffer under the hands of "capable or incapable" leaders and so... i realli tot how selfish i m and i therefore told mrs ng that i will continue staying as wat i m and she saed that i was a realli fine monitor and that was wat made me go on....

i wish to giv special thanks to shu ling.. wei ling.. clareen... yvonne... liyan.. yi tong.. and those gals who got me to stay on... if i had asked mrs ng to continue wif the election.. i guess i wud hav regretted my descicion... and pei jie too.. thanx for remindind me that if i love and enjoy being a monitor.. i shud not quit and take bak the ltr... well... that was also wat made me hang on....hanting.. thank you to for helping me persevere...

well... thinking bak at all the shit the monitor has to face... i realli feel quite stressed.. but i m glad that my class is able to cooperate and make many of our achievements possible... well... this post is getting quite long... so i'll post wat i mean by this paragraph on the e3 blog...

ystdae went yi chings house... one of the biggest house i've ever seen too... ya.. elaine.. pei jie.. lihua... me... timo... hanting.. ivan... ming hao.. alan ... renee and of course yi ching was there... we had sushi and cookies for lunch after a lond daes scool and maths.... then ivan they all play wif the chocolate cookies which has a nut on top and it looks like "nipples and breast" when two is put together.. haha..

then we went yi ching's room and we heard "singapore rhapsodie" and " by loch and mountain"... thinking bak bout the hard work made me wanna cry.. but i dun usually cry in front of ppl... so i got the sec ones to pei wo... we take foto and played on yi ching's bro's bed... then alan keep on want to molest me ..... and thank goodness hanting came to my rescue and threatened him not to touch me if not duan jiao ... :p ... so protective of his papa... love u son...

then ltr when he go.. i got ivan to "save" me... then ivan sat on my lap and scared i touch his dick.. he put his hand on his dick.. then timo tot it was my hand.. haha... oh ya.. forget to tell u... after scool when the science common test over... ivan hugged me for like damn long and my class tot i gay der.. but it was a heartwarming hug ... :D .... haha.. love u son... and anywae... then after that timo got bored.. then ask us go 3rd lvl play mafia...

it's like the "murderer and detective" game where the everyone sleeps and the murder wakes up.. kill a victim.. then goes to sleep... then the doctor wake up... then heal the patient who he tinks got killed... and then the police to catch the murderer... haha.. then first few rounds.. timo always be murderer.. and i always die.. then finally when i become the murderer.. i nvr got caught coz i act innocent.. :) ... ya.. i dunnoe how to sae lah.. but then real fun...

then ltr when going home.. i ask for one more round.. but before that.. lihua sae tae picture first... so the sec ones took wif me and perverted yi ching insted of taking our blodies.. took our pants... which is the dick area...lolx.. wat a bian tai senior i hav... well... that's about all that happened b4 yi ching departs and comes bak hopefully in june or july.. it might not sound interesting.. but during the game,.. many funny things happen like timo cutely eating the polo while sleeping and alan scratching his armpit.... wow....

well... this post IS realli getting to long... kkaes.. gtg post 2e3's blog... tata...

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