Saturday, March 04, 2006

11:02 PM

this weeks a long week... and i guess my post will be juz as long... now... where shall we start???? lets start from the clas... shall we????

let's see.... lit evening.... first rehearsal supposely last last fridae... everybody was tired.... so cancelled... supposeldly was last mondae too... everyone were running late coz of the last minute english test, we cancelled it. tuesdae was the home visit. wednesdae got camp briefing and sports heat. now thursdae we were suppose to hav. guess wat??? the actors hav not memorized yet???? hallleluya... so we spent at least an hour tuning evrything right( which i m still not a ble to) and so the band members came in and saed that mr chew was pissed coz the band is only 20 strong at 2.30pm. FIAK!!!! anywae, then fridae, everyone left right after i gave them a lunch break.left me, ian who came bak aft the el test unlike sum ppl, li yan, xiang xiang, vonne, shi yuan, mei shian, agnes, and shi yuan. from a 15-20 ppl event, i pathetically drop to 20. and mind u , me , vonne, yuan, wei ling and xiang xiang are minor post. mei shian is not part of it and she staed bak to support us. agnes is the propsmen and the ONLY one. pls???? class... get this into ur head can??? U GUYS WANNA DO SOMETHING PROUD OF UR CLASS.... PUT UR WHOLE HEART INTO IT. i m realli sicka dn tired of this. at least now i noe how it feels like for the band leaders and mr chew to get the band in. it's like finging these needlees in a haystack and apparently, the needles found are blunt. which means that we band members produce bad sound while the class does not put in effort for the rehearsal. class.. try getting the class for an event. it's diff. and trust me, u will go boncus.

apperently so, dear chew left us to fend for our selves and reflect on the poor image we hav given to disgrace zwinds. and i m serious. i myself think that this band is realli a disgrace now. if other ppl noes wat hectic state we r in now, everyone will despise us and laugh at us. i admit though that i m wrong for not telling the sl's that i hav lit evening, and am real sry abput that. i guess it isnt easy to realli put in ur all and put band number one. i real;li hope that this band can strive to be at the same standard as swiss. and i tell u, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. it's rather the generation difference now. last time, i doubt that band memebers who produce good sound slack.now, everyone comes for band nly for a purpose: "to tok and slack." well, i m dearly upset by the fact that chew is leaving us. and this round, it's serious. he's letting us prove him wron that this band's discipline sux. let's be straight bout tis, the band's discipling IS realli detiorating. last yr b4 syf, i can rmb yi ching teaching us during sectionals, evry single second and there was no such things as slacking. look at everything now, ppl thinks that band is juz a grp of pll to tok to and therefore fridae sectionals are "interaction" dae. hello??? are the band members who acts this way put of ur mind??? and truly, if u tink that u wanna giv ur all to the band, everything that regards to band shud be number one. let me ask u then, wud u go for a band practise or a class outing??? well, everyone wud choose class outing and i guess the mantality now is that the band is no longer priority. i m dearly not surprise that at this rate that we are going, we will get a bronze nxt yr. haix.

well, my post is getting rather long and i guess no one wud read it. but if u do, pl pls pls again understand the immense stress and pressure implying on a pathetic sec 2 zhonghuarian. guess Singapore students todae are real stress, and i tink i m gonna blow one dae. i m realli trying to coool of this biological volcanoe wif a million pieces of ice every second. pls agian try to help me to lighten my load.

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Saturday, March 04, 2006