Saturday, February 18, 2006

10:08 AM

hey!!! i'm bak. comp crash. now at k.s house blogging. todae, coz i veri long never blog, i shall start on the major things that happen. Blogging- wat does this means. to me, blogging is a space for u to express ur selve. so, i shall touch on a topic. the band. i dun wish to insult anyone or even sae anyone.

that dae while i was doing origami in class, yi hang mentioned y that someone has a higher post then me. I dunno y, bt i feel that the band is a ltl ermm... "blind". No insults, but let me sae wat i feeel, and at the end of the dae, dun take it to heart. i juz wanna sae wat i feel. i personally think that the band leaders shud choose their future leaders by experience. In other wards, if that particularler leader has no experience in band or even in syf b4, y shud he/she be a leader. He/she does not noe how a band works and how it shud work. Let me ask u, will u choose a band member hu has 8 yrs of experience and went for 3 syf's and one of them is a secondary scool syf or one who has only 2 yrs of experience and hav never been to an syf, much less understand how a band shud work. I m telling u again, i am not pointing out that the band shud choose me or anything or that the leaders are blind, but rather that i shud at least deserve wat i shud deserve. Tell u honestly, i came into the band not bcoz i hav 100% passion for band, and i dun mean i dun like band at all, but rather after mr ong hoon siong showed us the presentation slide about the band's cca points, i decided to join the band. At that time, the highest post was a drum major post and when i went for the audition, i realized that i was the only primary scool band member.this cud mean that i hav a high possiblilty to be a leader and to bring tis band to greater heights. My post now is as good as a norm band member as i do not hav much to do.Sometimes i realli wander y i deserve this. I mean, i understand this band, and i was the one who saw this band since i entered. Stayed bak till 7 durin band practises for syf, only to realize that the post that i m holding is not veri meaningful. I was seperated from the sec 1's last yr to join this band. i sacrificed all of it. Afetr i saw the num of hours for band practises, i wanted tyo quit, but still i persist, hoping that the band wud giv me a chance to bring this band to wat mr chew wants. However ...

kk, now, i did not mention any name and after reading this, i dun wish that u all wud take tis to heart. i m juz writing wat i feel into my journal as i dun hav one. k??

now, i watched i not stupid too last saturdae, was the best, and i realli mean the best show i've ever watched. the tears, haix, looks like i m still a veri emotional guy. it realli touched me to tears durin the last 45 min or so. i watched wif my buddies - k.s , yvonne and li yan. b4 that got cheer prac at serangoon stadium and guess hu we saw??? Tan hwee pin our principal. haha. so small the world is. then b4 the movie, yvonne and li yan wanted to get some chips from ntuc and "smuggle" in. Guess hu we saw??? Chan mali chan, miss evelyn chan. Theworld is juz too small. Fancy seeing her shopping for groceries. Ya, the movie, i cried and then finally when it end, i realli feel as thopugh i m one of the charcacters. my situation seems to be the same. and i realli wander y i cry. now, i tink jack neo is fantastic. he acts well and write scripts well and i realli admire his script as it is so singaporean. i not stupid 1 characters are in pri scool. the scene is in primary scool so i noe how they feel. I not srtupid to the scene is in sceondary scool, so i oso noe how they feel. And bsides the point that this script has a storyline of a veri harsh family background,the actors crying made me wanna cry too.

well, that's all for now baa. i wun blog soon as my mum wanna do a system recovery to my comp. well, thats all. TATA!!!!and remember, i do not will not and muz not insult anyone. DUN TAKE IT TO HEART. bye!!!

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